they're worshiping the photographer and co. me & mich (:







we are doing huishuang's trademark pose




ive not felt this happy for a long time..8th july is one special day (: warm and fuzzy inside despite being in the cold cold rain awhile ago.

woke up from a dream whereby i was in a conference room of governors, hospital patients, dead babies and an alive baby and i was shaking all their hands, one by one. its really freaky, and somehow or rather i think i get what it meant haha. then at new cell, first session went okay, i like how we do share, and i did open up. rehearsed for 3pm with the really talented phillipino music crew, along with wendy's daughter jingjing and girlie's son david by my side, and how im convinced that as this world gets darker as i grow older i'll choose to hold on to christianity. its just beautiful (:

then huishuang's birthday at pitch black a super pretty shophouse cinema place. dune was one stupid show,
we ate in the dark then went downstairs, we talked as usual, after which went crazy high, just like the dunman days that i missed very much. cham has changed from crazy simple days to very,very, very,very emo meetups during this period of times. im glad we had such a time, today. even with all thats happening we'll stand by each other! started from video cam,to mirror, popcorn machine, roadside, trishaw, paper bags etcetc. running in the rain was really fun too. we love you huishuang, and you know we are always here for you. and that i really treasure you so much (:(: hope you like the card and presents little miss fickle, love, ms greedy,star and shy. happy early birthday dear.

sheltered to doorstep amidst rain and just want you to know i appreciate evrything you've done for me sicne day 1, really.(: had a talk with mom about everything, and how there's such a thin line between contentment and challenging yourself for more, because i know i can achieve it..but do i really want it? it as in, everything, nothing specific. i just know im difficult to please. haha. alright, good night, im going to start studying for prelims, starting tomorrow. (: